nowadays i've been feeling rather mellow yellow gellow. (whatever that means)
there's just a form of emptiness,
deficiency of something,
and the something remains uncomprehendable.

it just sets me on a wrong note each morning,
dazed, blurred & stoned.
loss of passion&drive ):

ignite my flame once again!

i kinda detest the way i am now,
like for example skipping day2 of the pe enrichment.
what an Irresponisble PE REP. argh. :
felt that i abandoned my classmates for Dodgeball.
ohwell, day1 was fun though. (:
frisbee&captain'sball.
the next day mr lim asked why i didnt go&whether i was better.
i replied sheepishly, i was tiredd..
tired also cannot show, cannot also must can.
yeah, i'll rmb (:

so this morning on the way to school,
i walked the same stretch of road down to the bustop.
and i thought of my pretty phone, again. ):
sigh, feel as if my soul's being ripped apart.
cus of the pictures/videos/msgs/saved folders.
so surreal, it's somehow robbing me of this few months.
it's as though it never existed.
nvm, shant broood over it alr. (:

it's funny how the 1st day of the j2's official offschool affected us,
Right from the start of today.
so apparently 5 cjcians were on 985,
but none of us pressed the bell when it reached our stop!
hahahaha :D
this was due to the fact that the j2s always pressed for us.
HEH.
so me/andrea(this hockeygirl)& another indian girl stopped at the next stop
walked a while & took a bus back,
seanwong walked back to school,
tessa alighted somewhere else& took the bus back.
hahahaa FUNNY x)
what an experience lah!

oh yeah,
pw group visited the SAM yesterday! $1.50, very cheap.
hahaha.
it's a pretty classy place (:
the visitors are mostly foreigners!
whatever happened to artyfarty locals?
we moved place to place for a wireless connection,
and settled at Venezia nearby SAM.
we asked the lady if they had wireless and they said yahhh.
so we sat down and tried to start the laptop.
den the lady came over & asked what we wanted to order.
me : we'll think about it first.
she: you know this is a restaurant, you must buy something.
WTF lah. the way she talks to us is obvious that she looks down on us?!
customer determination issit. IDIOT.
in the end we got pasta&icecream.
BUT. i was still damn pissed at her.
the service seriously Sucked!
like 2hrs fill water 1 time. wth.
unlike tcc, continuous refill.
when the caucasian people left,
they were like "thanks for coming...blahhhh"
when we left, the woman was reading newspaper&talking to her collegue.
didnt even say bye! wahlao. what kinda service?!
i was seriously damn infuriated.
i think i'll go make friends with the church girl whose parents owns venezia,
den complain to her. HAHAHA :D

k, that was a pretty long entry expressing my anger!

recently, Aaron aka Daimaru kena eye infection! =X
the cause of it was traced back to the rusty pullup bar outside the ccaboard.
apparenly, i guessed he wenta rub his eyes after using it. GAH.
so he was the starrryeyed surprise boy throughout lectures.
Ouch. ):
not only did he infect himself, he infected my pw mate jiawei too!
HMPH.
and slowly her one eye infection became two eyed. ):
OUCH OUCH.
and aaron infected his Sister tooooo!
infectious boy!

this is an excerpt from aaron's blog,
but in spite of my new and temporary disability,my personal charm and infectious(just like sore eyes)humour has managed to keep me buoyant and happy.these good feelings have also been the result of several people,my mum,my dad(who enjoys my self deprciating humour),my sisters(whom i'll always love),melissa(for poor spelling and more jokes),sonia,alex(for giving me alot to laugh,insult/tease him about and think about)and of course my guitar(personnified,in this instance).

uh, gourge your eyeballs and gorge on it ! hahaha. (:
OY. what's it about personal charm&infectious humour??
HEH.

i'm looking forward to the ACE ADVENTURE CAMP cip tmr. :D
wheeee, went for the briefing and it really sounds FUN.
kinda exciting and extreme.
no wonder the participants are Commandoes&Naval officers etc.
woohoo! i dontknow why, but its a canoeing/odac thingy only.
Hmm. (:
7pm to 7am, overnight thingy!
sounds fun eh. :D

i miss germs/androool/seanchua/ian!
haha, realised the ppl i hang out with are mostly catholics.
all at the Catholic retreat now. ):
where're my late night yahoo pool kakis?

havent been really exercising much the past month
AHHH, unfit unfit unfit.
and i've been consuming coffee&tea recently.
which i try to avoid during trngs, but now...
i needa get on track soon.

heard some stuff...Sigh. ):
moving up tgt, 32 of us.
it's quite a..Challenge.
i'm worried..wondering...
what about me?

dont wanna leave all these behind.
it's quite a pity, after all we've been through.
shall veer it off now,
and leave it all till Monday.
(:

Goodbye.